Excuse my language.
My grandmother died last weekend. She has been suffering from Alzheimer’s for 10 or so years, so it wasn’t entirely unexpected but was still sudden. I’ve already kind of mourned for her once, since she hasn’t been the same Grandma for many years, but that doesn’t really make it any easier.
And now one of my friends is in the hospital and will probably be taken off life support in the very near future.
So yeah. This nightmare can end whenever.